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I was never told what I should do to make the experience more enjoyable for myself and my spouse except to be ‘pure’. Ashamed and demoralized that I had masturbated, I confessed to my husband the next day. I was not allowed to take the sacrament for a while. Did it take that extra bit of testosterone from the baby for me to join in the fun?There was one time in the early years of marriage I actually felt particularly good during sex. I asked him to touch me, but he declined; he was done and fell asleep. Six years later, while pregnant with my first son (my fourth pregnancy), I experience an orgasm during sex with my husband for the first time. In the next few years, this happened only occasionally, more often when I was pregnant.
I was left wide awake with no prospects of fulfillment.
My prayers for help in this area of my marriage were left unanswered.
I have come to a place where I now reject many of the ideas I was taught about sex.
Four months later we were back for fall semester at BYU and I finally went to a doctor to get some repair work done.
A few snips were significant in reducing the pain I had continued to have.Sex was supposed to a special powerful act reserved for the context of a celestial marriage.